about my blog

my blog is about life and what i think of it. i have been told i give good advice so if you need some one to talk to im here :) any questions i would be happy to answer them

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

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Wow i haven't posted in a while. Alot has happened that has been hard to deal with lately.... When you hear the word death what do you think of? I think of a sad moment shared between people, a moment to cope with their loss. It scares me to think that some day every one dies. Out of every thing that someone goes through, death to me is the hardest. Heartbreak comes and goes along with fights. Loss follows you every where. You may feel okay for awhile, but there comes a time when you crash. I hit that time. In a matter of 2 months i lost three people that ment so much to me. Two of which had deadly disseases. I am not someone who likes to talk about how i feel all the time and when this all happened i didn't know how to cope. I cryed weeks strait at night and for hours durring the day. Yet i managed to hide my sadness from everyone else. I still tear up at the thought of them. God can seem to put you down at times and make you wonder if he really is on your side. I was so angry to think he let this happen. I couldn't face it that this was really happening. I felt so alone and like he betrade me. But i had to learn that it was better they were with him and no longer suffering here with me. As hard as that still is, it's true. God needs angels and he only chooses the best to reside with him.

peace love life

Saturday, July 17, 2010

cute clothes from forever 21 part 3 other stuff



cute clothes from forever 21 part 2 other stuff





cute clothes from forever 21 part 1 dresses





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woww i love my family!! its always importain to keep the ones you love close :) i feel like one of the luckiest people on earth to know that i have a loving family by my side through my life journeys <33 i know i couldn't make it through a day without them i love them to pieces :) even if you feel like no one cares about you or you just feel alone just know that no matter what your family loves you even if they can't always show it and remember to show your family you love them;; its a two way street ;) f you ever need extra support god will always be avalible to listen no matter what it is make your life worth living! no regrets! ;)

peace love life

Thursday, July 15, 2010

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woww i haven't seen my mommy in like a whole week!!! im sooo excited im going to see her tonight :) you learn to appreciate people more when the aren't there all the time <3>
on other terms im thinking of putting up just lists of my favorites of certain catigories just for funn ;) till tomorrow


peace love life

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life is a gift.. living it is a choice. take that for what it is. i recently lost someone who didn't think their life was worth living. no one truly new why she did it, but we all new she was unhappy. it broke everyones hearts because we saw her to be a beautifull girl who was loved and cared about. this was very difficult to accept that she was gone, but she will never be forgotten. she left us with her mark and we will only remember her as the happy person she acted like.. R.I.P. <3>
though life may knock you down pull your self up and keeping moving on if you have ever felt like no one cares about you just know that there is god who gave you life and truely cares about you and wants to see you grow up and have kids of your own who want to feel loved. don't let anyones words or actions get to you! there are reasons people put you down like the fact of being jelous because they don't have something you have. just let it go; forgive and forget.... forgive them for saying it and forget them. you don't need friends who push you down! don't forget that you are truely beautiful <3


peace love life